just came back from one of the greatest parties of my life

so amazing. i love life, and truly truly love my friends.

i also need to head to the states asap.

i hope y'all had equally amazing friday nights. i have a dispoasble camera full of pictures and i'll upload the pictures soon

I'M DONE FRON SCHOOL AND IM FREE AND I PERFOEMED SO WEELLL

GOD IM DRUNK

SO MANY PEOPLE ARE AMAZING

CLOSTHE ARE HEARD TO GET OFF WHERE I MSY MISTER

will you ever win?

taken by the wind

well last exam tomorrow. im not totally prepared but i dont have choice now

i got a mattress! queen sized! no more futon! and the mattress was free (and NOT from the street)! i cant tell ya how happy i am. i am going to sleep like a baby!

also tomorrow night im performing with justin at concordia, so excited. i'll tell ya something, nothing beats working with the composer.

now im on my new bed. my place is a mess. my fridge only has fruit and wine in it. i'm only listening to fleetwood mac.

life

is

great.

going back to OTT soon, i'll keep ya all posted

you guys rock

=]

classy sisters

classical piano you are a crazy beast to tame.

so close to finishing school.

some people are just fucking crazy. some people are just so lost. some people just don't know what to do. some people just try and be what they can't be.

me? im just a sail boat, riding the ocean of existence on this little blue and green dot in space. the wind blows my sail in any direction, and sometimes i find myself over looking montreal from the mountain, or other times enjoying popcorn laughs and beer at a friends place. other times i find myself listening to debussy and writing blog posts.

i should be studying -- er practicing? if there is one thing i love about my program: 4/5 courses I study by being by a piano, just creating. craftsman of organized pitches, i am.

i hope to be productive. i have a few more compositions to pump out along with just a few more performances then i'm free for the summer!

wish me luck, my seagulls.

wat

i had 5 (not all full) bottles of wine in my fridge yesterday

now i only have 2

uggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh..?

and i can name a thousand cities in this universe -

well what the fuck it's end of year all ready.

I can't believe it. really.

maybe i'm just a little drunk. god i just love white wine.

sexy parisian man, yes add me on facebook

summer

is

so

close.

cant wait to climb the mountain

and learn so much rag time music

just got 12 hours of sleep

FEEL FUCKING AMAZINGGGGGGGGGG

yes

i am listening to schumann

yes i made eyes and smiles and winked with a beautiful french haired woman on the metro

yes i did drink beer and have the greatest heart to heart

yes i'm crazy about the wrong person

yes i have a sore throat because i smoked so much yesterday

yes i'm sleepy but not tired

eggs for breakfast! Looks who's putting on the ritz, OR finding an excuse to show up late for class!

(you all must listen to mozart's clarinet concerto in A)

Today is the day. Fingers crossed.

edit: THAT DOES IT! The only thing I'm learning this summer are: rag pieces and chopin waltzes.

B

Well well well, end to another easter. I don't even know why my family celebrates easter; I'm pretty sure we use it as an excuse to have a huge dinner. All that to say I'm not complaining, it's like the thanksgiving of the spring, which is truly amazing.

Nothing really beats sitting at a 20 person table with your family as we all indulge in fine wines and really amazing food. I wish I took a picture of the table to give an idea of it all.

Moments where we are laughing, talking, sharing stories. Moments like these make me so happy to be living in such a great world with such great people. So many people go without this. Me and my whole family are truly blessed. After dinner we all sang with me at the piano.

I'm just so fucking lucky. I'm pretty sure I'm one of the luckiest people in the whole world. There is nothing better too, than realizing you lead such a charmed life.

Last night I stayed over at grandma's. We essentially watched the game and played crib until 1. It was rather lovely. Nothing better than laugh attacks with your gramma.

Fuck I'm grateful for everything in my life.

Sometimes I feel like I run in circles about this whole grateful thing. Sometimes I think that this is what's pushing me to succeed, just to give back this amazing life to others. I want other people to feel this same intense feeling of fulfilment as I do.



Returning to Montreal tomorrow and with that comes my hiatus from being frantic and busy. Hopefully though I'll be able to coast through this crunch time. I'm fine with performance; I have my pieces down, which is a nice surprise. My only fear is my behind-ness in composition. But I mean, sometimes I'm a bit of a composer at heart... hehehe

So this post isn't very exuberant. I guess I'm tired, and I just feel totally satisfied with my life. Everything just continues to work out perfectly, and I feel as if life just keeps on giving.

You guys are awesome, truly.

10 things i'm grateful for: food, my family and friends, my piano abilities, my education, my stress-free lifestyle, my positivity, music, islands and rivers, mountains, beds.

g'night my brothas.