la nocha, les nubes

It's after 9 am. It's a little dark in my room, and I love it.

Culminatings and exams went ok. The culminatings went terrible in french and religion, but I feel like I did well on the exams. My other courses were stupid this year.

In partial response to Krysta, I like Canada day. But I don't think I'm going to post a lot about it. I'm not that patriotic and I don't want to be like an American on the 4th of July. I still love this country, it's done me well.

Parents are trying close to everything to be annoying as fuck. I need to move out quick. All I ask for, is the day school ends, a night alone in my room. Obviously too much to ask, sorry mom -_-. I wish I had parents like Sarah's.

However life is so fucking great. I love those moments, when everything is just going well. And I love knowing people love me. Which reminds me, I love all you people reading these words. I'm always here for you guys, seriously.

Well, I best play minecraft and screen calls from my parents.
After that I'll enjoy my day ripping boxes and cutting grass =].

This is only appropriate I guess:

Well well well

it appears it's the end of the year, and in about 3 hours or so i'll be done grade 11.

awesome?

i'm just aimlessly wandering around my house, looking for my blue comb.

i suppose i'll see you all very soon, and i wish you all the best of luck. 

why do i have a head-ache? 

oh my god stumblr, you've out done yourself:

Returned in moon light

I don't appricate enough, it's true.
Tonight is the jazz concert, yay! I love my fellow trombonists, they always know how to make me smile, even on the worst days.

My friends, there is were I lack appreciation.

I don't want to be that guy... But:

Sarah: I know that you've got a lot on your plate, it's true. I wish I treated you with the respect you deserve. You always can make me laugh.

This is juvenile, isn't it? Bah, might as well keep going.

You have been, and always will be there for me. You mean a lot to me, whether you like to face it or not.

Krysta: You let me borrow Modern Family, that makes me happy. Surprisingly, we've stayed together since the dawn of our stories here at St. FX. Every morning, it's a pleasure to come and see you waiting paitently near your desk, waiting for the Madame to start us off with some tedious work. Not to mention you give Imfeld something to do (distract him while I steal his password on the school computers haha!)

Nikole: Yea, we do illegal stuff, but that isn't everything haha. You keep Zach busy, which is nice. You always laugh at my jokes, no matter how terrible they really are, and that means so much to me. I wish there was a way you could see really how important it is to me. Seeing your face by your bass guitar every 4th period somehow reminds me that I shouldn't stress as much as I do, and that we still need to hang out soon!

Phillip: Where to begin hm? We've only started talking in may, and became very close friends by the end of may. Things are a little rough now, I realize that - not only because of how attentive I am, but also because all of these problems that have derived from yours truly. Never forget that I will be here for you no matter what happens (the same applies to everyone else). I hope you don't hate me after all the shit I've put you through. I've been a shitty friend who only has caused your life to spiral downwards. Seeing your smiling face reminds me that I have a purpose in this world, and that just because a chapter in my life has ended doesn't mean the end of the novel is coming.

I wish highschool would never end. I will miss all of you, and I really hope that we do keep in the touch, but the future is much too unperdictable.

I'm tired of writing, and now will read wikipedia pages about composers.

Too tired to proof read my post too!

Nothing cheers me up like Debussy

Life is so painful sometimes. I don't know what to think, I wish Phil'd come sit beside me right now.

I'm easily jealous, but only for certain things I suppose.

THIS SPACE BAR CLICKS SO LOUD.

I'm sorry, I don't know what I want. My whole world is upside down, and I'm tired of living this way. I wish school would just be over with.

I don't know the purpose of this post really.

Everyone talks about the future. I'm tired of the future. If it's anything like the present, I'm not looking forward to it at all.

I'm just going to spend the rest of the period reading old blog posts.

I'll maybe post something a little more signifacnt soon, seeing as there is no way I'm doing my religion culminating this afternoon.

Poccrn 2

I really wish I were born in the 1800's.
Fuck 2011.

- That is all.

Poccnr

It turns out the bumblebee and the Philadelphia cream cheese have reunited.
I am truly happy.
It's weird things like that.
I played piano with a saint today,
I talked to a loyalist on the bus home,
and I worked with a few road menders to rebuild a broken bridge to nowhere (99901).
And I learnt about a mental illness website!

This day was so eventful, I think I'm going to watch Modern Family, and stay in my cozy room, dwelling in my happiness.

Vladimir Pachmann is my new favourite pianist.

Glass works, the queen is crazy

I told Krysta I'd do this, so I might as well haha.

Co-op culminating due Friday. Guess what I'm going to be doing Thursday night!? haha

People make me mad. I've come to the conclusion there are not smart people in this world, rather people who are better at lying than others.

I cannot listen to MGMT for more than 30 seconds.

Philip Glass makes me happy. 

I want tea. 

Parents got me margarine! Finally!

I'm insanely sleepy. 

I'm not looking forward to the next few weeks of school.

That is all for tonight. More Modern Family for me.

Thanks for yer concern.

sunday morning, rain is fallin'

Well, that's the end of another weekend me. This one was surprisingly uneventful compared to my last few weekends. I kind of just want monday to be today, I feel so useless. I don't even have any homework to worry about.

At least I have a day to just relax, that's nice too.

The Music Man was a great success, really happy with the performance! I love the pit orchestra, the trumpets and trombones were talking about music related accidents, like this one girl, she was playing her trumpet at a banquet, and the she feel off the landing, and she had two huge guys beside her who tried to help her. Sadly, behind the riser, there was a brick wall. Her horn went flying and got smashed, and one of the two guys who tried to save her broke his thumb. She was in tears, and the conductor was saying "C'mon! Play!" and she flipped him off, while still crying hahahaha.

Everyone there was so nice, I'm looking forward to be in next year's pit orchestra =].

I suppose I have to touch on something personal in my life using code words? Meh, why not. It's a tradition by now haha.

It's easy to jump to conclusions. I don't understand what you are thinking and what is going on really. I hope you aren't dead frankly. Right now, I'm thinking of the future, and I can only assume the worst is waiting for me. Actually no, I'm not even thinking about the future anymore. Well, I don't even know what I'm thinking honestly.
Either way, the second mouse always gets the cheese.
I'm waiting for your cue. Either keep me in this vamp, or tell me to go to the ending cadence.

The rain is so nice.

Culminating tasks and then exams. I am and am not looking forward to the end of the year. Guys, next year we are all in grade 12. THE END IS COMING! Should I be happy or sad?
After these exams, we will only have 2 more semesters left. There will be only one "first" and one "second" semester left. Weird.

Wish me luck on my work, y'all.

rrrew rrew rrertyy

parents are mad at me because i play piano too often. i don't understand my parents, and never will.

music man opening night tonight! go see me on bassoon!

cheese is a crazy thing. i remember when i was younger, i hated cheese, and now i have a slice of cheese everyday of my life. and i believe, no matter what is said or what is done, i'll still love cheese, even if cheese ends up not loving me back.

MOGA was a success! yay people/student council!

well, i have to be at the school at around 6 tonight, so i need to get ready and gooo, maybe take a shower.

still rivers run shallow?

really really wish i had gone to relay, seeing so many pictures already. i have nothing against the CCS, it's just staying up all night isn't my thing. i know, everyone says, you can go to bed, but it's impossible to sleep there. i gave my 20$; i hope it all goes well!

krysta, thank you so much for modern family. awesome show!

phil, your post is touching. it's sad to say though that we probably won't stay in touch. i guess all we'll have are memories. i'm learning to be happy with memories, and if let's say a friendship ends among us, i'll be sad, but i'll also be satisfied that i got what i could out of that friendship. no, this is not a cue for all of you to send me hate mail haha.

i'm excited for this weekend, it's going to be good. i still fear for the music man though... putting my best foot forward is all i can really do.

until some time soon, my few readers!