I don't appricate enough, it's true.
Tonight is the jazz concert, yay! I love my fellow trombonists, they always know how to make me smile, even on the worst days.
My friends, there is were I lack appreciation.
I don't want to be that guy... But:
Sarah: I know that you've got a lot on your plate, it's true. I wish I treated you with the respect you deserve. You always can make me laugh.
This is juvenile, isn't it? Bah, might as well keep going.
You have been, and always will be there for me. You mean a lot to me, whether you like to face it or not.
Krysta: You let me borrow Modern Family, that makes me happy. Surprisingly, we've stayed together since the dawn of our stories here at St. FX. Every morning, it's a pleasure to come and see you waiting paitently near your desk, waiting for the Madame to start us off with some tedious work. Not to mention you give Imfeld something to do (distract him while I steal his password on the school computers haha!)
Nikole: Yea, we do illegal stuff, but that isn't everything haha. You keep Zach busy, which is nice. You always laugh at my jokes, no matter how terrible they really are, and that means so much to me. I wish there was a way you could see really how important it is to me. Seeing your face by your bass guitar every 4th period somehow reminds me that I shouldn't stress as much as I do, and that we still need to hang out soon!
Phillip: Where to begin hm? We've only started talking in may, and became very close friends by the end of may. Things are a little rough now, I realize that - not only because of how attentive I am, but also because all of these problems that have derived from yours truly. Never forget that I will be here for you no matter what happens (the same applies to everyone else). I hope you don't hate me after all the shit I've put you through. I've been a shitty friend who only has caused your life to spiral downwards. Seeing your smiling face reminds me that I have a purpose in this world, and that just because a chapter in my life has ended doesn't mean the end of the novel is coming.
I wish highschool would never end. I will miss all of you, and I really hope that we do keep in the touch, but the future is much too unperdictable.
I'm tired of writing, and now will read wikipedia pages about composers.
Too tired to proof read my post too!
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