It's been a while, BUT NO ONE ELSE (besides Nikole and Sarah) BLOG.
Yay for making nouns into verbs!
Phillip, and Sarah, I need your passports.
School has been so blah. I'm tired of jazz, and Mrs. Mulligan is going crazy because I don't hand in these useless co-op things. Rage, I have to make fake notes for about what happened 4 weeks ago. Blah, I don't want to do all that work! And now I feel my heart in my stomach because I've admitted it.
That happens a lot for me. Admitting something is always the worst part. You get trapped, because everyone has the first impression when you fess up to something. And now, even if you say, "I'm all done my work," everyone is still going to see things from the first impression, when they were first told.
On the other hand, it liberates you from denying, so you can deal with it, or live with it. It takes courage to admit things. And it isn't something humans are inclined to do.
Fuck, I should've have said anything.
I'm tired of this semester. Complaining won't get me anywhere, but maybe, somehow, even when I do complain about something I know I can't control, I just wish that a god is reading my blog and grants me my wish. It's those false hopes that make everything worth while, like winning the lottery.
I shouldn't have said anything!
I want to live in my little world of denial and bliss. I want to think what I want, knowing that I can believe and say what ever I want.
I don't care what you say, your impression is set in stone.
I want to believe you. I'm happy it was you, though. I wouldn't want it any other way.
I hope everything works out for us all in the end, myes?
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