i hope no one reads this blog - water

off a duck's back

quack quack =)

had a huge breakfast for no good reason. at least i'll be full for  little while

this weekend has been a good opportunity for me to regain all the sleep i missed throughout the week, finally

fuck day lights saving!

so going to danielle's soon to see her and sarah, then cook a bunch and dance and jam out, good way to spend my sunday

mind you i do have a presentation to do on monday... fuck

maybe i can get that done now...

soon i will be changed and on campus. i can't say i don't love lazy mornings though

and i know someone out there likes them too

i don't want to meet anyone new, or have a relationship with anyone. commitment is too much, i just want to make out with girls and guys in montreal, like nuit blanche. im afraid to meet the person of my dreams and 'lose' my young years, of getting wasted, sleeping at 5 am then waking up at 9 am to go to an interview.

(all while having really healthy looking skin)

though i realize i'm... unique to say the least. my interests are unique and my life style is really unique. sometimes i feel like a 22 year old trapped in the body of an 18 year old, yet other times i totally feel my age (if not younger)

weird how that works, and how so many things that i'm trying to categorize are just these superfluid factors of my identity. things change, people change, it's just sometimes hard to keep up this constant movement, sometimes you just want a home, or a little stability

truth be told i'm a lucky duck. just my life style alone is a true testament to how lucky i am, and how I have a whole life and world ahead with so much opportunity to be and act the way I want. I hope i never forget this feeling, because there is nothing more terrible to me than the idea of people losing grasp of the fact that they are lucky. entitlement is a dangerous thing.

i hope no one reads this blog.

i hope one day, a sunny day, and a little windy, i can look back at this, and look back at my life and only feel good. i hope that i can smile about everything that's happened and think that i was such a fool.

i know i will. and i know that day is coming, as the days get longer and the air gets warmer, i will

i just can't wait to walk the mountain, and walk to school without a coat, and to work, to extend my connections and branch out

thanks, world

i'm grateful for ya.