this term so far

has been bananas. i'm not talking like regular bananas, but straight up b-an-an-an-as

i told my boyfriend to come to my place after work. i told him i was going to be asleep. he felt like though reading in my room on his tablet, which is fine. what i don't understand is why he had to have a light on. better yet, why he turned on the lamp that shines directly on the bed. seriously? i know i invited you over but please have some consideration for those who are trying to sleep.

now i'm awake at 1 am and my plans for tomorrow have been derailed because i'm not going to get nearly enough sleep like i needed, wah.

i am pretty sure i'm going to be switching out of music. sad, kinda. but i just had so much pressure from my mother to go straight to university after highschool. i would have much preferred just workin' for a year or two or something to figure myself out. it's kind of sad to say, but that's probably a big part of why i chose music school, so i could have this time to figure things out.

anyhow now that i know what i want, my life has been essentially math. math this math that, and honestly, i really enjoy it. math is oddly fun, and right now i'm motivated to be at school and learning.  I mean sure, it's still the first month of school, but nonetheless i think it's going to be a good one.


anyway, goodnight world. I'm going to try to sleep again, wish me luck eh.

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