day in and

day out.

i'm pretty predictable, no? hehe

ok well i'm here again. spent from 9am to 10pm on campus, all over the place. spreading my wings, y'know.

i had a truly amazing day. from beginning to end, everything was pretty phenomenal. All that said, I'm happy it's Friday tomorrow...

I'm avoiding labels, and it's sometimes hard to identify myself. I really am just so young, and I realize that I'm still looking for that Eric part of me. I know that I'm unique, yet there is still so much I'm learning, I look up to so many people in so many different ways and aspire to be like them. Even the way i dress, and act. sometimes I walk to school militantly, with my head high, vigorously. Other times I keep one hand in my coat pocket and stroll, appreciating the view. Sometimes i dress to impress, very presentable and clean, other times I dress to prove i'm not prim and proper. y'know?

Learning is fun. It's nice to acknowledge my age, see my youth and accept it, then to look at where i can improve, what needs to happen next.

It's official: I'm a performer. A bit conductor, and not much of a composer. I'm a teacher, too. Sometimes you can dabble in a lot of things and that's ok.

I'm direct, I know that. And I like to help, and lead. Just in my questions alone, you can tell I'm young, just the small things at times.

Being committed to music is a big step though, and does say a lot about me.

I'm young. I'm maturing. I'm learning, understand.

That's ok though.

I'm a leo, right? roar says the lion in his kingdom.